Redefining Myself Is Not What I Want To Be Doing 🤔🤦‍♀️

Redefining Myself Is not what I want to be doing with my life right now.

I love my career and what I do, that’s why I went to school for 6 years to do it!

Right now, I’m in the phase of chronic illness and disability where redefining yourself is starting to be my reality.

Even though I haven’t fully given up on continuing my career as an RVT, I am further realizing that my limitations may not allow me to continue.

I honestly don’t know what I am going to do next.

My focus right now is to NOT WORRY ABOUT IT SO MUCH!

Rather than constantly trying to make things happen, I’m going to kick back and see what happens.

I’m so tired of being ashamed and guilty of my life and current situation.

There’s really nothing left to hide at this point.

This is who I am. For now. And it will probably change. Hopefully for the better.

But for now, I can’t change the situation, I can only try to make it better. I have no control over my bodies symptoms and what it does half the time, and I will continue fighting because I don’t have a choice.